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Appreciation/Apologizing thread :)
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ume
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Appreciation/Apologizing thread :)
by Kago Sat Jul 02, 2011 11:36 pm
Well, I made this thread for people to show their appreciation, etc. You can say sorry to someone or say thank you to someone 
Its all about how you really feel and confess it here It takes quite a bit of courage to confess it here so.. GANBATTE!
-I hope there isnt another thread on this, I did some searching but couldn't find any-
It doesn't have to be someone from the forum, it could be your mum, your dad, your real life friend, anyone. This thread is just to let you confess the feelings you had inside of you and for once, let it out and share it ^_^ (and hope [or not if you feel embrassed] the person reads it). Be truthful to your feelings!
You know, posting here can really make you feel refreshed and clear. Because you understand more of yourself now and how you feel towards the other person.
Try to put spoiler if its very long.
I'll start first.
To a friend I have:
To my online friends:
And of course, the people who maintained/founded YTC! You guys worked so hard!!! Mixing, animation, auditioning, without you guys I won't be posting here, I won't be posting up covers. You guys deserve it!!! -claps- ^_^
I LOVE YOU GUYS!
(Theres so much more I could write, but lets leave it for next time
)
Its all about how you really feel and confess it here It takes quite a bit of courage to confess it here so.. GANBATTE!-I hope there isnt another thread on this, I did some searching but couldn't find any-
It doesn't have to be someone from the forum, it could be your mum, your dad, your real life friend, anyone. This thread is just to let you confess the feelings you had inside of you and for once, let it out and share it ^_^ (and hope [or not if you feel embrassed] the person reads it). Be truthful to your feelings!
You know, posting here can really make you feel refreshed and clear. Because you understand more of yourself now and how you feel towards the other person.
Try to put spoiler if its very long.
I'll start first.
To a friend I have:
- Spoiler:
- I've just talked to a friend about a problem I had with her. Apparently her mum and brother knew about me singing in YT even though I told her not to tell it to anyone. I don't really mind her mum and her brother knew, but its just the thought of 'what if it spreads?' feeling that made me uncomfortable. I'm trying to keep a low profile so I've talked to her and solved the problem. She didn't spread and only told her family about it
I'll like to thank her for her understanding and support. She's a good friend and I don't want to lose her that way. I don't want to hurt her just because I've told her my true feelings. I just want her to understand me more, I guess thats true for anyone who confesses to you that they didnt like what you did. So instead of being hurt, just understand it and don't do it anymore.
To my online friends:
- Spoiler:
- I also like to thank my good online friends (including Carette<3) for supporting me all the way. 2 - 6 years of friendship is hard to come by. Thanks to Carette and her brother, I'm able to survive my secondary school studies. And also, they gave me courage to post covers on youtube. Starz! (Shes not from the forum) Thanks for being such a great friend too! Without you I think my life would have changed 180 degrees! LOLLLL
Carette! I'm sorry that I've always complained to you about myself unable to sing well compared to u T_T I tend to compare myself with you and think that Im kinda inferior. BUT IM GONNA CHANGE! I don't want to make my life so difficult anymore. I want to see you as a friend and not a rival. I really, REALLY, dont want to feel that way. So I'm gonna confess it here to remind myself that I'm unique and I should work hard singing for my own sake and not to be compared! (Gosh this is soooooo embrassing. Today is going to be a weird and awkward day for me.)
And of course, the people who maintained/founded YTC! You guys worked so hard!!! Mixing, animation, auditioning, without you guys I won't be posting here, I won't be posting up covers. You guys deserve it!!! -claps- ^_^
I LOVE YOU GUYS!
(Theres so much more I could write, but lets leave it for next time
) Last edited by Kago on Wed Jul 20, 2011 4:48 am; edited 2 times in total (Reason for editing : Add in another reason for posting here LOL)
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Re: Appreciation/Apologizing thread :)
by AmyAnn Sun Jul 03, 2011 12:41 am
Warning: This post contains sappyness
The main person I can really thank right now is my boyfriend.
We've been good friends for years now and he never gave up on me, always pushed me to do my best and even supported me during the breakup with my last ex. Despite our distance, he has been there for me through thick and thin. He has heard me cry, made me laugh, allowed me to rant.
Whilst I was living with my grandfather, he was one of the few people who was there from start to finish of my ordeal there and he did everything he could to make me smile even a little. He supported me through my depression and encouraged me to dream. Now, he is promising me my dreams. Even when we broke up once before, he never gave up on me.
To him, thank you. I love you so much.
The main person I can really thank right now is my boyfriend.
We've been good friends for years now and he never gave up on me, always pushed me to do my best and even supported me during the breakup with my last ex. Despite our distance, he has been there for me through thick and thin. He has heard me cry, made me laugh, allowed me to rant.
Whilst I was living with my grandfather, he was one of the few people who was there from start to finish of my ordeal there and he did everything he could to make me smile even a little. He supported me through my depression and encouraged me to dream. Now, he is promising me my dreams. Even when we broke up once before, he never gave up on me.
To him, thank you. I love you so much.
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Re: Appreciation/Apologizing thread :)
by Hikari Sun Jul 03, 2011 1:30 pm
To my old friends from my primary school:
To my friends on YTC:
- Spoiler:
- I know I don't talk to you guys at all, nowadays. I know this is mean, but your typing and spelling is atrocious, the words you use are really offensive, the poses in 99% of your pictures you make are digusting, and it appears as if you don't care about your future or education at all. But you guys helped me grow up. You guys taught me so many things. I could trust you with my life. I love you guys so much. You all have changed too much. I wish we could go back to how we were before. Yes, I absolutely hate some things you do. But I'll always love you guys. For everything. ♥
- Spoiler:
- I stay with you guys now. You're a small part of my future. But I'll forget you guys too one day. Hehe, actually, if you think about it, I don't stay with you guys. I'm alone at break. I'm alone at lunch. Because I wander off. I don't like the way you treat me. I hate it. I don't like how you backchat, and I hate how you are angry when you find out someone else is backchatting about you. This didn't happen in primary school, you know. That's why I wish I was young again. Maybe that's why I act like a kid. I like being alone because of you guys. But I guess it'll be less painful when we all leave to walk our own paths, right? I'll cry then, I'm sure of that. I'm on the verge of crying now, writing this. But after all the crying, I'll forget you all. I've forgotten my old friends. I'll move on. Although it'll be painful, to look back at the memories, to remember you guys, I'll move on. Time doesn't stop you know. But thank you, for being there. You'll stay with me a little longer. Then, you'll vanish. But thank you for bringing your existence into my world. ♥
- Spoiler:
- I don't know if I love you or not. But whenever I see you, my heart beats. I never can look you in the eye. You're my complete opposite. Yet, there's this really weird feeling. It can't be love because to be honest, I can live without you. I think about you a lot. But I can live without you. I can live without you. Saying this sentence really hurts. But it's the truth. When I was getting bullied the other day, you helped me. I liked that. But you helped me with violence. I hated it. I know they're your mates. But still, I can't stand violence. Remember the time I made you cry? I didn't know. I'm so sorry. I can't believe I started crying after I shared things about my mother. Maybe that's why you're so rough, you're not recieving enough love from your family members. I can never love you, it's forbidden, because you're stupid, and you don't know how to control yourself. I guess pretending to be "siblings" at school is ok. It's fine. I just wanted to say thanks. Because you've made me realise a lot of things. Thank you. Thank you so much. ♥
- Spoiler:
- YOUGUYSAREAWESOMEKEEPBEINGAWESOMEBECAUSEILOVEYOU. I know we've never expressed it properly, but I love you guys, and I KNOW YOU LOVE MEEEE. /shot But seriously, we've been together our whole lives. Remember all the things we did in the old house? Soraa, I seirously wanted to buy the old house and live together again, with everyone! Stop being grumpy and agreeeee with meeeeeeeee, neeeee-chaaaaaaan~~ ;3; /getsslapped. I swear, Haruka is still in you. Ai/Sora+Haruka. Split personality dayooooo. MATA KIMI NI BANGOOOOO RAWRR /shot
Kumooo, I shpeak tuu yuu eborydai end I rub yuu. Bwhahaa. Zat iz arrrr. Sorry for dying on MSN, I'm writing this that's why. ROROROROR. /omgitsgumi I RUB SINGENG WIZ YUU /shot
KISUKISUKISUKE, *dances* You're so fat. Seriously, you got so many packs yo. You're like 10 and weigh so much more than me. LOL. ♥ /slapsyourface. AND LEARN YOUR HIRAGANA ALREADY, DUDE, YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW THEM PROPERLY! Bakamono. Get ur azzz movinn. :O I SWEARED OH MY HOLY GUMI! /shot
To anyone reading this, yeahh, we act rike zis around eachother. 8D /shotshotshot
- Spoiler:
- Mum, dad, you created me. By doing something very inappro- /shot I wouldn't be in this world without you. 13 years in this world is a long time. Pfft, puberty sucks, I always get moody these days. Sorry. ♥
Mum, you're like my sister, my brother, my best friend, my teacher, my everything. I love talking to you. But I hate it when you rant about everything I don't do. What about the things I do do? I'd like you to think of me as a better daughter. I try my best for you. That's why I'm at the top of nearly every class. But you want more. What more can I do? Mum, I'm tired. Please realise that sometimes. I need a break. My head hurts a lot. I try my best for you. Please understand. Please. But I love how you socialise with me. I love what you buy me. I love what you cook for me. I love how you take care of me. I love everything you do. I love you. Even though you have many flaws, you're the best mum anyone can have. ♥ You're perfect. ♥
Dad, pfft, I don't even talk to you much. I don't like to. I've always been scared of you. Because of that one reason. It seems as if you don't try. Seriously. Stop smoking, I have asthma. Your daughter has asthma. I suffer sometimes because of you. And do things for yourself sometimes. You don't do anything yourself, you just order me and mum around. And stop trying to make that illness come again. It scares me. It scares me so much. Especially because I'm older, I understand things now. Please. Control yourself. At least try to. Hmph, despite all these things... I love you. Just because I do. I'm scared of you. But I still.. I still love you. I love you a lot. So much. Just keep that in mind, that your daughter really really loves you. ♥
To my friends on YTC:
- Spoiler:
- OMFG, YOU GUYS ARE SO AWESOME. I COULD RANT YOUR AWESOMENESS ALL DAY. Seriously, to the people who made YTC, you guys are so so so amazing, because you brang us all together, and I'm only writing this because I'm on this forum, which you awesome-sauce peoples created. You guys are awesome because we speak about crazy things and we don't get freaked out, and we love the same things, and it's so awesome talking to you guys.
I'm just gonna list some important peoplezz from the top of my head (even if I only spoke to them, like, for, one post /shot),
Ma-chan, Arisu-chan, Maiyi-chan, Kago-chan, Jasmine-chan, Chiroyo-chan, Ryuu-chan, Momo-chan, Kaho-chan, Supuuun-chaaaan~, Mango-kun (trololol, I never added -kun to anyone's name before /shot /eats mango), blank-chan, Edwin+Xephy-kun(INGIRLSVSBOYSYOUFOUGHTWELL), NetCeer-kun (rororor), Rose-chan, Voiceless-kun (orororor), Emi-chan, Yuki-chan, Sakura (Lu, Lulaby, etc), VanillaMatryoshka, Sakura(1106, I think), MSMeloidy, Haruhi-chan, MYHANDHURTOHMYGUMI. Ima leave it there because they aaaaaaache. Seriously. /dies. Sorry if I missed anyone out, I NEED TO EDIT MORE NAMES INNNN. RAWWR SAYS THE HIKACHUUU. D:<
Last edited by Hikari on Mon Jul 04, 2011 10:31 am; edited 1 time in total
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Re: Appreciation/Apologizing thread :)
by ChiKaede Sun Jul 03, 2011 2:02 pm
To Hikari, Sora, Kisuke,
To the one I like,
To my best friend,
I love everyone of you guys!
- Spoiler:
- LOL YEAH. You told me about this thread Hikari, xD. We know you love Sasuke. Our obsessions with anime all started with Naruto, thanks to Kisuke. Aaaa~ and then MANGA!! YESHH, MANGA! I've been so obsessed with it lately. You have a womanly voice.. ^^. Sora, my sister, you bully me all the time, but then I realize that, without you, I actually would be very lonely, so it kinda makes me happy when your happy, but when your in a mood - I know to stay away. XD. Without you, I won't have anyone to talk about or share music with! I thank you so much for getting me into JROCK! When I first saw Before I Decay by the Gazette.. my face was literally like
lol, cant ever forget that day. KISUKE!! MY DS BUDDY. Can't wait till I get KINGDOM HEARTS >_< *faint* LOL you have to protect us in Japan with your karate skills.
To the one I like,
- Spoiler:
- I love you alot. >_< The only time you ever become friendly with me and actually talk to me is in ICT. Once a week, I actually ever get to speak to you.. Otherwise your just playing with the flirty girls. To believe that you know that I like you, is kinda impossible.. but you never treated me different ever since - which I'm really happy about. I was really scared that you would honestly ignore me. It made me so happy when you came in with glasses in school the other day, xD. Plus.. my best friend just pointed it out.. you had got red glasses like mine. I'm often scared that you forget that I even exist, because you always walk past me and dont even look at me. Whenever I look at you across the classroom, your smiling with the girl I think that YOU like. I really don't know about how I feel about you, your always either smiling at me or flirting with the girls. You always look at HER, which I am really jealous about. She doesn't deserve your kindness, she's always flirting with the popular boy, why can't you honestly understand who likes you more? That annoys me alot, you don't understand who really likes you. I feel sorry for you, honestly. Atleast explain to me what you feel. I actually cried for you, yet what she does is meaningless.
To my best friend,
- Spoiler:
- You have been through tough times. I'm so happy we're going to be together in the future! And I love how we don't like the other 2 "best friends". I am so happy that you told me you hated them, because I do too. I never knew you would have felt that way! I feel really angry at those 2, because they always get in the way of your love aswell as mine. Its annoying, but chatting together on the phone about that, is just too much fun.
I'm extremely happy that I have a friend like you, you always tell me everything, and you cheer me on, you give me advice, and alot more. I told you I'm going to write a story about you and your love. Its so cute! He held your hand once, didn't he? Its sad your going to part, but don't cry, because this time, I'll be there to comfort you.
I love everyone of you guys!
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Re: Appreciation/Apologizing thread :)
by ume Fri Jul 08, 2011 11:53 am
To someone I've unknowingly hurt:
To that special someone:
To mum:
- Spoiler:
- I'm sorry. We have been walking around in circles for five years, but now, things will be different. Thank you very much for all the help you have given me, and thank you for always being there. I have never openly admitted it, but you were an important friend.
To that special someone:
- Spoiler:
- I'm racing against time, and distance, to get closer to you. I have been betting everything I have for you all these while, and I'm not about to give up now. I'll be there with you next year - it's a promise I'd rather die than tell you to the face, but you can be sure that I'm going to keep it. I want to say, "sit tight and wait for me" but I'm sure you'll be moving along at your own pace all the same; that's fine. You can keep moving forward; I'll just put in more effort to catch up with you. When we finally meet, I'm going to be a better and stronger person than I am now.
To mum:
- Spoiler:
- I'm sorry I'm always so grumpy with you. You really mean a lot to me, but it's just hard to show it. I know that I haven't been the best daughter and that I've disappointed you so many times that I've lost count, but I'm doing my best to make you proud too. I know you had it rough and you've worked hard for my sake, and I really appreciate how you tolerate my selfishness and stupidity. You're the perfect mum, and I'm being very honest here.
Just one thing. Can you choose a better timing to talk to me? You always wait for me to plug in my earphones, and then decide that it's the right time to speak to me. ;A;
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Re: Appreciation/Apologizing thread :)
by HanyouGirl Sun Jul 17, 2011 6:40 am
This is going to sound really cheesy but I appreciate everyone in this forum!
Before I joined I was really shy and timid but talking to so many new people has made me come out of my shell a lot more, online and in real life and I feel a lot more comfortable about myself and who I am and that I love Vocaloid. : D
So really! A big I love you and hug to everyone on this forum!
Never forget you're all brilliant!!
( I hope it's alright for me to just declare my love to everyone XD )
Before I joined I was really shy and timid but talking to so many new people has made me come out of my shell a lot more, online and in real life and I feel a lot more comfortable about myself and who I am and that I love Vocaloid. : D
So really! A big I love you and hug to everyone on this forum!
Never forget you're all brilliant!!
( I hope it's alright for me to just declare my love to everyone XD )
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Re: Appreciation/Apologizing thread :)
by Una Wed Jul 20, 2011 4:38 am
To the people I've willingly walked out on:
To the one who called me Tactless:
To the one I really, really despise:
To my ex-special one:
To the one I like:
Well that was refreshing. /o/
- Spoiler:
- I apologise for being an angsty teenager. But I really want you to reflect on what you've done to me. How can you willingly drag random people into our circle of friends. Worse still, you drag someone I really, really despise. You may be able to accept it due to your mindset that "the more the merrier" But really, you've known me for two years. You should know by now that I DO NOT appreciate being forced to befriend someone just because my friends want to expand their circle of friends. Just because. My friendships are precious, and it's not something that can be split into a million tiny sparkles. I treasure you guys, but toying with my beliefs is something that I will never tolerate for as long as I live. I hope you guys have fun. Just don't forget that it was I who brought all of together in the first place.
To the one who called me Tactless:
- Spoiler:
- Aren't you being a little proud here? Just because you can accept being friends with someone who bullied you doesn't mean I can. For one thing, you're the one who spread dirt about her, making me dislike her. And now that you're both buddy-buddy, you expect me to forget what I already know about her? Who's really tactless here? I know my jealousy can get out of hand, but this is ridiculous. But I applaud you for being able to tolerate me for so long. That's something certainly admirable and I thank you for that.
To the one I really, really despise:
- Spoiler:
- I have this huge urge to post that PM you sent me. But you know what, nevermind. Honestly, I've always thought that we were both alike. We're both two-faced. We're both very competitive and cannot accept defeat. Just because you're a popular cosplayer and performer, doesn't mean you're a good person. You're rotten to the bone, and its something that I can see very clearly. People don't change that easily, especially under the same circumstances and environment. I hope that your deluded fans will one day be rid of those foggy glasses and finally see the real you. Be glad that I'm the one who decided to step out. Everyone would be shattered if they found out that their serene little darling was actually a rotten liar. Although, I'm pretty surprised that you were the one who lashed back at me. I had expected the others to, but hearing it from you..? Wow. Just, wow. It's like having my conscience punch me in the face again. But I thank you for that, it made me see the things I already knew. I honestly hate you, Bish.
To my ex-special one:
- Spoiler:
- I really liked you. Honestly, I did. The way you went out of your way to talk to me and how your jokes make you look like an idiot. A loveable one at that <3 I really loved them all. But I knew there was someone else in your heart. I just couldn't bring myself to stay. Sometimes I feel that it was a mistake to let you go, but I know that it'd be a bigger mistake trying to hold on to something I'll never have. Thank you for giving hope, even for a short while. Unfortunately, it seems that you and your real special one are going through some rough on/off patches. I wish you the best of luck. <3
To the one I like:
- Spoiler:
- It's either you make the move, or no one will. I definitely won't. I've made that mistake one too many times, so save me the embarrassment. The signs or all there sweetie, take a chance! ;') You're a great friend and I love how we're so alike in thinking. Pervert-pair ftw!
Well that was refreshing. /o/
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Re: Appreciation/Apologizing thread :)
by ✖laurel✖ Thu Jul 21, 2011 9:33 am
To the one who helped me see that I deserved better:
- Spoiler:
- Thank you. So much. I was in an awful position with my ex, and you told me how I should be treated. You told be I was beautiful when he told me I was fat. You held my hand when he refused to come near me . You gave me hope that maybe I deserved more than him. And now that he's gone, I don't feel a bit of regret. But I do miss you. I want to see you and tell you this, but I'm too afraid of ruining our friendship. Because I really like you...as possibly more than a friend.
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Re: Appreciation/Apologizing thread :)
by Kago Mon Sep 12, 2011 12:42 am
To my beloved dog who has passed away:
- Spoiler:
- Hi Terry, I love you so much. Thank you for giving us such wonderful memories. Thank you for comforting us. Thank you for loving us. Tears are coming out again but I don't care. You are the most wonderful dog I've ever mad. Stubborn, but lovable. You fought your way. You have tasted almost every singapore food (Even Durian). You love food, and I'm glad that you didn't miss out much.
I'm sorry for sending you to surgery even though during the morning, you seemed like you didn't want to go. Like you knew something. I'm sorry we didn't notice it. I'm sorry. I regret not letting you have your morning meal. But that was a need because you need to have surgery. I regretted not letting you eat the cake we had yesterday. You must have really want it yeah?. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I am really sorry. I really hope you'll come to visit us or something. I wont be afraid of you. Just shock yeah, but give me sometime and I wont run.
I really hope you'll enjoy a better life. When you recarinate, be a human okay! Then you'll get to eat all the food you want, you glutton dog. Be a traveller too!! You'll get to eat different kinds of food too!
I love you boy. I really love you. You may forget about us but we'll never forget you.
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Re: Appreciation/Apologizing thread :)
by ChisanaAii Tue Sep 13, 2011 1:00 am
WARNING- this is a big read
To everyone on YTC
<3
To everyone on YTC
- Spoiler:
- you guys seriously have no idea how much I love you all. I know I haven't even been here that long and that I might look like a total noob to most (ok I kinda am a total noob ) but despite all my awkward tendencies, you've all given me a warm and loving home here.
for the past few years since I moved, I've felt very alone in the world and out of place. but when I'm here, I don't feel like I have to hide, I don't feel like that quiet weird girl at school. I feel like family.
I can't express in words how much you all mean to me. there are just a few names I want to say before I finish up (yes, Im still going to make you read even more)
Gin- I know you and I don't talk that much. but you were the first person who ever saw me in the gigantic sea that was youtube and say that I was good. if it weren't for you I probably wouldn't be where I am now so with any luck, I hope we can get to know each other a little more really soon. ^w^
Wind- my beloved nii-san. one of the first people I got to know on the forum and my first skype add ( I know, Im such a sentimental mushy pants) and my first duet partner that wasnt a duet ready (lol) your one of the best freinds a person could ever ask for, thank you for everything you've done for me :3
Chiroyo- my lovely nee-san. one of the physicaly closets people to me (thats what she said -shot-) but you know what I mean, like location wise. Im totally jelous of your amazing art skills and I love how confident you are in your cosplay. never stop being your inainly awesome self!
TAMASHII- my first chorus ever, and a second family to me. Im glad we didn't dissolve after we fell out of the Iorn willed battle. cause now I have a team to sing with, and a group of friends that I can always rely on. I love you all more than I could ever say. thank you for everything.
Xephy- what can I say, you are like the coolest person ever! I can come and talk to you about almost anything and your always there to lend a helping hand. you have such a warm and nurturing spirit around you, and I think that everyone here know that. thank you for being there for me all those times. your a true friend.
Rizun- I know this is kinda recent but I had to put you down here (your on my list! lol) your so funny and friendly, its no wonder everyone likes you! from your awesome voice to your awesome freindship skillz, rock on my friend!
Sam-my older brother whose rockin it up in college. Im sorry we havent been able to talk to each other that much, but I still love you just as much as every other day that passes. your the best brother a little sister could ever ask for
To my dubbing heros- I've probably stated this way to many times and its probably gotten old by now, but I only say it because its true. TOBE, YOU ARE MY HERO GIRL!! I know that may sound weird coming from a girl you've never met, but its true! your so confident and your singing is superb! your parodies make me laugh and you write awesome lyrics! YOU RULE THE UNIVERSE!!!
and of course, Razzy, I think it goes without saying your a hero of mine as well, you were the first fandubber I ever saw and slowly you got me addicted to the world of dubbing to the point where I had to try it myself!(for a long time I thought you and TOBE were the official English voices of Miku and KAITO) theres so many more to mention: Nipah, Justin, Krann, Koko, yoru, I could go on forever, but a single post can only have so much
and finaly, to everyone here at YTC (last time)
at this point my face is a total mess from emotional overload but never the less, I have to say one last thing....thank you. all of you, thank you for your friendship, thank you for the happiness you've given me, thank you for everything. Im sorry if I didn;t point more people out specifically but don't think that means I love you any less. you've all done so much for me and taught me so much about music and life. I always hear about how the internet is this dark cruel place where people are nasty. but I've learned that isn't true. because If it weren't for the internet. I would never have met all of you, and I would never be as happy as I am right now
<3
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Re: Appreciation/Apologizing thread :)
by Sakerune Tue Sep 13, 2011 4:06 am
- to my high-school band director:
- This is something I plan to say in person someday, but it's probably a good idea to practice saying it before I actually do. Because I know I'll cry. (:
You probably don't know this, because very few people do, but I grew up without any sort of father figure. Society seems to think that's no big deal - growing up without a mother is called maternal deprivation, while my situation would be called father absence - but I am here to tell you that it is a big deal. I had (still have) a stepdad who was (still is) absolutely worthless, who doesn't even bother to speak to me, who there was never any hope of a father/daughter relationship with. And I didn't meet my biological father until I was twelve. Even now, at eighteen, he's more of an acquaintance than a dad, but we're working on it.
But in the fifth grade, I joined band with a rental clarinet that I could barely play Twinkle Twinkle Little Star on, and the music book every student had to have. It was among the least exciting things I've ever done - a casual friend talked me into it, and I didn't even want to play the clarinet. I would have chosen the flute for myself, but she was one of the few friends I had, and I felt obligated to play the same instrument as her.
That year, I spent most band classes in a sort of remedial-clarinet session with one other girl and the elementary music teacher. I was that horrible at it. (laughs) So when I came back in the sixth grade, for some reason still trying, you didn't know who I was. It was upsetting at the time because I certainly knew who you were, but I came to realize it was because I had never put any effort into getting back into the real band class, so you had never really seen me much. In the seventh grade, we had a student teacher. Everyone in the band hated that man. I pity him now, because we were so mean to him. I spent that entire year raging about how much I despised being in band and how much I wanted to quit.
Most of my teachers would have pushed me to quit just to get rid of me, because I was a really horrible person to be around. Instead, you spent Idon'tevenknow how much time trying to come up with something to make me stay. And somehow, it worked.
The next year was our first experience with band uniforms. LMAO. Middle-school uniforms are TERRIBLE, and I don't think you ever even tried to deny that. They are just awful. It was a simple fact of life that we all had to deal with in order to make it to the next level. I like to think the sheer horror of them weeded out the kids who weren't serious about being band geeks.
But that year was all worth it, in retrospect, because the next year I spent five days, under the hot August sun, learning to march. That was the week that I met one of my two best friends, the transfer student who marched right next to me for a song and a half. It was also the week that I realized I was part of a group. Part of something bigger than myself. I was part of a marching band.
And while there was nothing more miserable than that first homecoming practice in the rain...in September...in Michigan...there was also nothing I was more proud of than being able to go out and march on the coldest fall evenings, putting on a brave face and entertaining the crowd - even if the only people watching were band parents and band alumni and the people who were too lazy to get up from their seats and go buy a warm drink. The sense of pride that I felt - and still feel, looking back over every memory I have of marching band - is something that you instilled in me. I repeat the dismissal chant to myself in front of my mirror every morning. I gained pride in a group, but I also gained pride in myself, and the feeling of being necessary.
Without you, I honestly don't think I would have survived high school. The night that I spent in the hospital after my mother found me trying to commit suicide, they asked me to list things I wanted to live for. All I could come up with was my little sister and you. I still had to make you proud of me.
I'm crying now! Which, in a weird way, brings me to the day during my senior year that I returned early from my open hour, got out my clarinet (the very same one that I hadn't wanted to play eight years prior) and proceeded to burst into tears over some thoughtless comment my mother had made. I don't even remember what it was that she said anymore, but I remember you walking by the practice room I was in, stopping, and letting me cry on your shoulder for a good ten minutes. I think that was when I realized that you weren't my teacher, you were my friend. And for all intents and purposes, you were like my dad. You were the closest to a dad I've ever had, even if we weren't related, didn't live together, or even know each other until I was ten. That still puts you ahead of my stepdad and my father both.
I learned a lot from you. I learned how to march and I learned scales, but long after I've forgotten those things, I'll remember all the things I learned about myself and about people. I'm so glad that I was able to grow up knowing you, and I'm glad that your goal was to teach us about life first and about music second.
And yet somehow you still managed to put together the greatest band in the whole freaking Midwest. ♥
...I might actually be back to post more letters, but that was exhausting. //sleeps
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Re: Appreciation/Apologizing thread :)
by Guest Fri Oct 14, 2011 5:16 pm
To the people of YouTube/YTC/Nico Nico, etc:
I think that's all I have to say.
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Thank you for everything. Thank you for being so kind and polite, thank you for understanding, all of it. I apologize for not being able to get things done very often, and if I ever bother you. I mean well, I promise. <3
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Again, thank you for everything. For putting up with me for so long, for believing in me, for not leaving me behind, everything.
I'm sorry that I must get annoying: I get really happy about things you might not care about at all and the word "Piko" escapes my lips at least twice every day for almost a year and a half. I did mean it, when I get to be too much, tell me to shut up or to go away. I won't hold it against you.
I love you.
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Text me back every once in a while, okay? I just don't want to lose you. You're so dear to me. You're always going to be in my thoughts and my heart; even if it's selfish for me to ask this, please don't let me fade from yours.
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I know I've just met you, and I've really only shown you the happiest, most outgoing side of my personality, but I really hope that we get to become good friends.
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I actually don't know if you still like me or not. lol. And someone from your school is now my classmate. She remembers you.
Okay fine. I don't really hate or dislike you. So I'm sorry I avoided you and turned you down when you asked me out and kicked you that time you hugged me (but that was my reflex, you surprised me). Even though I never have and never will return those feelings, I guess I can at least say I'm surprised you persisted for so long. So sorry, I guess. But I can honestly say you were very... over-the-top about it, at least in my opinion. Or at least it feels that way. So yeah. Hope you don't hate me too much.
I think that's all I have to say.
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