Sae's Translyrics and Original Song Lyrics

Crybaby Pierrot
English Lyrics: Sae//sammielove20

I pretended not to really know 'bout scratches on me
As I finally threw away a lost puzzle piece.
Holding onto this sadness I can't seem to speak of,
all alone by myself in my locked up chest
Spinning 'round, Spinning 'round, Just like in a circus
I make myself dizzy, 
I convinced myself I'd always stay like this,
As I always forced myself to smile.
Just like that night, This crybaby Pierrot couldnt be quite honest.
Hugging my knees, you easily found my pained heart.
"You don't need to cry anymore, Please share with me that sadness."
Saying that much, your face spread a smile at me.
I constantly was hurt by nonchalant lies.
And seemed to lock away the feelings I always wanted to know.
I would rather have them not exist If was to hurt this much,
That's what I would be found always doing.
I just wanted to try touching, even just a bit.
Extending far my fingertips
I'm sure that with your strong smile 
it had been melting my frozen heart.
Just like that night, This crybaby Pierrot, decided that she would run away.
You found my trail of tears from that day for me.
My strained voice seemed to come out, these words expressing my feelings
I'd found the key to the door of my heart locked that day.
I hate you, just can't stand you, I want to just watch,
This painful feeling all so directly, directly, I don't want to go back there.
If I finally faced the feelings I ran away from,
Would I be able to become a bit stronger than before?
This little crybaby pierrot, seemed to hurt you with my past words
Why are you still beside me despite everything that's happened to you?
Just like that night, This crybaby Pierrot couldnt be quite honest.
Hugging my knees, you easily found my pained heart.
How can I possibly let you know, just what my true feelings are
I want to tell you everything, from now on as the complete truth
Overflowing feelings of "thank you" pour from me
I want to tell you "Thank you for everything"
Say goodbye to this crybaby pierrot, Farewell!

—-Lyrics——
Even with just these few words I want to say, the next step cannot be seen!
All of my left over courage has been used, maybe I can find one more ounce!
You keep moving, as if you weren’t even here or existed at all
And seem to lack the motive to start
The gist of walking on the rail that has been set right in front of me, I keep following.
Not bringing anything special with me.
A few nervous moments never seem to pass me by, I try to abandon the present.
It’s really like there’s nothing left that I can do, so why can’t I just stop thinking of it!
The drops that seem to fall down one by one
I promise they aren’t my tears
It’s my love that can’t stop flowing out
from all the wounds that you keep making
You words have startled me, my thoughts jumbled up inside as I can’t seem to move
Not going back, but not going forward.
You keep going on! Continuing to go forward, you seem so cool!
Can’t see what next, can’t see what’s coming!
If I would have just kept loving that selfishness you have quietly
Would we have been happy without ending this?