Ben's translyrics.

Let's start off with a simple story
a story of a certain demon cat
the kind of cat who fell in love and oh,
how he fell so far down into the depths of sin


Wishing for a smile upon a pretty girl's face
the sort of smile that fell from death's bitter embrace
I will vow to the moon and I will become your love
The man that held you once so dear


Crying girl, though I hold you so tight
I promise I won't ever leave again
I love you so, but please do not cry
Aah, sorrowful God
This is my final trick, I swear


To help the lie for you so you'll keep on smiling
My memory had gone, now tell am I fooling?
This sin of mine is growing every day how can I keep
this sin from turning a sour gray


Then one night you came to me so curious
“You know it seems that you aren't so serious
maybe the memory loss had messed with you,
oh, but I think I can still make do”



The words you said cut me so deeply
It must have shown 'cause the tears started again
You pleaded with me again and said
Aah, sorrowful God
Please do not take him 'way from me


The trick I pulled unraveled at the seams
I turned my cat back away from you again
I heard your cries, that my disguise was torn
I heard you say, “thank you so much for being born”


Aah, I have sinned, made you a fool
So please, oh won't you please at least say that you hate me

If you can trust the length of someone else's blade
then maybe you deserve the pierce that comes to you in the end
This puppy love of mine that flickers out at such cruel words
it transforms even the most basic utensils all against you


It's not fiction


I'm talented with things like art and English
but when it comes to things like math I'm utterly useless
Sometimes the words get fumbled in my mouth, it's embarrassing
or the brush doesn't move the way I want it to, It's useless, anyway.

Today's homework
futile it's
meaningless
I don't it
Won't use it
don't need it
why bother?
I really hate it!
Since when did
school seem so depressing
Oh, please tell me!
When it did get so lonely?
When did I get so sad?!


Can you read what's on the front board from back where you are?
Can you tell what the boy next to you dreamed of from afar?
Who was it again that dyed this heart of mine so black?
Tell me who dyed it, Tell me who dyed it!


Can you solve this equation without use of your fingers?
What about the grammatical difference of staying and lingers?
Is it okay if we keep on “learning” in this old fashion?
Oh, What can I do? Does it even matter?


Through the years we go on, going on and on
Ever slowly they're teaching us, hypnotizing
We've always let them, allowed them this tool
But oh, what else can we do?


Yesterday's work
unsolvable
It's useless
still don't get it
The lump in
my throat I
just might cry
Oh, please don't see it!
Try harder
still futile
it's hopeless
I hear others saying
I wanna disappear
Maybe I really should jump!


Can you see the front board from back where you are?
Can you tell what the boy next to you dreamed of from afar?
Who was it again that dyed this heart of mine so black?
Now, tell me who dyed it, now tell me who dyed it!


Can you solve this equation without use of your fingers?
What about the grammatical difference of staying and lingers?
Is it okay if we keep on “learning” in this old fashion?
Oh, What can I do? Tell me what I should do!


Can you pinpoint this country's exact location?
Can you remember what you wanted to be when you were five?
Do you know who balled that big dream up in their fist?
Now, tell me who did that? You know who did that!


“When will you grow up and move on, get a job?”
What the hell does it mean to be grown up in the first place?
Who can I trust to help me with all this “growing up”?
Now what can I do? It doesn't even matter!

Living your life just as anyone else would, well
you still hear that perpetual knocking, don't you?
That's the knocking of death's own hand, isn't it?


“What a pitiful life”


I've seen some things that you wouldn't believe, no
Bodies torn apart just to melt a dead heart
they drink and they swallow up every woe


and then the eyes come out


Hey, you know praying does nothing at all
there's nothing there to give advice or keep from a fall
So go ahead, glare at me that way.


I really love it!


Welcome to the dark warmth of my womb
To the very end of your love and pride
Soon you will be new and reborn, a monster like me
It's so wonderful here, seeing all these pathetic choices


“Oh, please God save me” so you say
“I can't take anymore,” they had cried
Come on, just accept it you have no choice anyway
After this, after this, after this try harder; let's make this bright!


Old legends, long life and even the fate of people
Accidentally feeling your heart skip a beat
Coyly, the slithering snake hisses,


“Oh, such useless concepts”


Ah, no more, no more, this is too difficult, right?
The things that make a weak person weaker
snuffs out a younger life right in it's prime


And then the eye goes in


Hey, you know that heat that dwells in you?
That heat you feel when your eyes meet with a girl
That sounds like such a tragedy oh,
You don't need that


Rejoice, enjoy this life you have!
Enjoy the bond of your love and pride
for soon it'll be gone, broken apart from the strings
Tragedy is coming, running at you, calling to you


“Give it back!” You cried out loud
“I'm tired of this now” you wept, I bowed
You knew this would happen, this is fate after all
The signs were there, fragile and fleeting, those broken days you lived, you know


… You can deny me all you want
It doesn't change, not one god damn thing
We go back to those days, that broken glass at your feet
Recklessly move forward


Break it break it break it break it


Ah, what a sad, pathetic life!
But before you ask me, “oh why me?”
Your greed was too great, and now you're burning in hell
The hallow miracle of life has split open, burning, collapsing


“That's enough already” just won't work
No matter how you plea and cry
The end has now come, this is the rest of your life


After this, after this, after this something


after this, after this, after this new will


after this, after this, after this be as grotesque!

This city of creation, my city of creation
“the town behind my closed eyes, I want to see it blossom.”
The way my words fluctuate, they have no room for caution
the plasma and its colours form a smiling eden


break the blocks and build them, break the blocks and build them
any unsightly colours, throw them over your shoulder
The town behind my closed eyes “ideally” as is mentioned
go plant the seed in the ground “Thank you, darling sweetheart.


Have they made progress on idea?
Have they confirmed on this idea?



Stopping clocks, they fall at the ring of eight bell tones
What exactly is happening here? It's a pseudo-mystery
Throw them away, those bonds and hope that someone else just might know
What exactly do you believe in? It's a pseudo-mystery


This city of mine never sleeps, it's rain feels just like tears
What exactly are you waiting for? It's a psuedo-mystery
These nights that never seem to end, the sparkling past with no fears
What exactly are you asking for? It's a pseudo-mystery


For every moon in the sky there are two stars that do try
Lost thoughts are rearranging, ideas are always changing
broken brains are exchanging, revolving and then spewing
The plasma and its colours, it's cracking our dear Eden.


This city and its patchwork, my city and its patchwork
The town behind my closed eyes is just a rusty, dead dream
A convenient function gets added to an ideal
Please make it all seem seamless and “thank you, darling sweetheart”


A world distorted falls at the ring of eight bells
What exactly was it that happened? It's a pseudo-mystery
My memories have washed away, I hope that someone might know
What exactly was it you believed? It's a pseudo-mystery


Time and after time I think tomorrow can be written off
What exactly were you looking for? It's a pseudo-mystery
Time and after time betraying the I that makes up the “me”
What exactly were you believing? It's a pseudo-mystery


This city of creation, my city of creation
“This town behind my closed eyes, I want to see it blossom”
The way my words fluctuate, they have no room for caution
See this when you realize, I made a patchwork Eden

When did all these memories enter my head?
These holes in my brain, yeah they feel so vast
The when and the where gone without a thread
Above all the confusion there's one thing not smashed


Try again, again never stop are my vows
That face of yours, all that passes by
Beyond that face, the thing beyond eyes and mouth
nothing comes back no matter how hard I try


Around the globe I'll wrap the belt
Chasing the sun around no matter where it goes
Railing is so completely prone to melt
Get off to chase the night, ignore all of your woes


Try again, again dare stop my vows
That face of yours, all that passes by
There's a drop from my eye that the rain allows
Even so I can't hear your dark voice no matter the lie


Nothing from my brain will come to indulge this mystery
Hurting you won't be an issue if I can't remember
That big hole in my head makes me feel so jittery
To see it you would make a sound like you had no temper


Counting up all my feelings, ones still so simple
The way you held me close to your heart I found it wonderful to breathe
Bye-bye to your smiling, it's so upsetting
No wonder if that's all I'm getting that I still feel like I'm seething
Smiling has become impossible, I'm stuck it's irreversible


Donuts are just like my brain right now
a hole in the center making you seem vague
I can't even prove that you said “hello.”
But even though the thought is something I just can't shake


Try again, again never stop are my vows
That face of yours, all that passes by
Like a sheet, night has come for me to drowse
Trapping me in wondering when you said “Bye”


So I hear thoughts don't die, but then were do you come in?
No, lies like that can't stand a chance to ever comfort me
I can't even hope to understand where to begin
So please just give me some hint on where you had laid the key





Counting up all my feelings, I'm still forgetting
The way you spoke so close to my ear I found it wonderful to breathe
Bye-bye to your smiling, it's so upsetting
No wonder if that's all I'm getting that I still feel like I'm seething
crying has become eternal, I'm stuck it's irreversible


So now the hole that appeared, the hole in my chest
it is the only thing remaining that has any proof that you exist
Even after all of that, I still cannot jest
the fact that my heart has been torn apart, I'm stuck it's irreversible


Counting up all my feelings, ones still so simple
The way you held me close to your heart I found it wonderful to breathe
Bye-bye to your smiling, it's so upsetting


At the end of my rope I remembered that tiny word that you said
and it's as I'm taking deep breaths that my eyes have been dispelled


My eyes have been dispelled
my eyes have been dispelled
I remembered your name is-

It was when you said “It's because I don't know when
I will disappear. 'Till then let's sing a song.”
But I knew it when your voice floated o'er water
that soon you would be one to follow in it's path


The rhythm of us, rhythm of our journey then
I remember well, I was wandering at the time.


...Lalalala Your song is always clear. I'll join this song made of you,
speaking through waves of dream
Lalalula. Your song is always clear. I'll join this song made of you,
speaking through our journey


It's the rain that falls, patter of sadness
The cat is watching idly, for you I'll wash it's face


It was when you said “I don't know when I'll be gone.
For now I'll enjoy your song, my song is nearly done.”
But I know it now, soon you'll float over water
soon mist will obstruct the lake, your voice ever quiet


Lalalala My song will now be clear. Your smiling face encouraging,
speaking through waves of dream
Lalalula My song will now be clear. Your smiling face encouraging
speaking through our journey