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Xero's Mirror Chats, a blurb and rant based mini blog
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Xero's Mirror Chats, a blurb and rant based mini blog
By the way the title is a sort of metaphor because I like to reflect a lot, haha.
What's a blog? ..Here are some rants and posts I've made that I eventually kept, since people say they tend to be very meaningful. Don't read em all now, XD but they are dated:
Oh, and for those who don't know, please do not judge, but even as I go to college for business, I aspire to understand and maybe go into the field of psychology, of love and sex. Here ya go~
Wednesday, Jan 5th 2011 10:43 am - Experiencing Irresponsibility and Death
These next two were posted around the time of high tension of my presence on another site, which will remain anonymous.
Friday, March 18th, 2011 4:51 pm - Intolerance for Elitism
Saturday, March 19th 3:58 am - What Rhythm Gaming Means, to Me
Sunday, August 21st 12:11 am - Why no Girl Wants a Perfect Guy
Monday, August 22nd 5:39 pm - Saying Sorry (yup, just written recently on another forum)
Tuesday August 23rd, 2011 8:11 pm - Quote Batch #1
I decided to post some quotes I've made before, varying from humor to deeper meanings.
What's a blog? ..Here are some rants and posts I've made that I eventually kept, since people say they tend to be very meaningful. Don't read em all now, XD but they are dated:
Oh, and for those who don't know, please do not judge, but even as I go to college for business, I aspire to understand and maybe go into the field of psychology, of love and sex. Here ya go~
Wednesday, Jan 5th 2011 10:43 am - Experiencing Irresponsibility and Death
- Spoiler:
- I'd like to take the time to share an experience with you guys I just had that made realize a lot things.
You guy may have noticed I've been on frequently in the past 4 days. Well, that's because I haven't left my house since then. I've had been cooped up in my house for four straight days, and had not taken one step outside.
So today I made the effort to take a walk in the morning, that I just came back from. It was very surreal, although it was only four days, it felt like it had been forever. Makes me wonder how people in jail feel. My legs were so eager to walk that if I had not stopped daydreaming, I may have walked for hours.
It was a matter of spending time trapped in my room, and paying attention to every little detail, whether it be on the forum or any other site. As I took a walk this morning, I completely changed my attitude, thinking that detail doesn't matter, and to just enjoy life without worries. I daydreamed and was carefree as I went and stopped at a local restaurant to eat breakfast.
I then returned home, realizing I can't pay attention to detail, and that I should be just living my life. I went into my room in a really bright mood until I saw it.
I realized I owned pet hermit crabs, a thought which had not entered my head for the past 10 days. I'm a lover of animals, and the fact that I had not gave them water or food for 10 days alarmed me. I went to the cage, where I owned 3 hermit crabs, and peered in. I saw two of them in their shells, and saw the other one dead. Needless to say, it died of starvation and dehydration. How the other two survived is beyond me.
I disposed of it in a solemn manner, and sat down to reflect. It was obviously my fault, but why? There were times I payed too much detail to my computer ,and others that I was too busy enjoying life, such as at a rave or taking a walk. I had to come to the conclusion that neither method of lifestyle was right.
In almost every decision in life, it may seem that there are clear cut answers, such a simple yes or no, or a left or right. But almost every time there is a middle passage, which is the hardest decision of all. I have to balance enjoying my life while paying attention to the details. If I would have taken constant breaks from the computer, or if I would have kept my materials in an organized manner, I was bound to see the cage, and realize I needed to feed them. For an animal to die because of my carelessness isn't right, and I felt very guilty from it. I need to take this and use it to learn how to change my lifestyle, so I don't only think about myself, but about how changing my lifestyle will not only benefit me but others as well.
Anyways, I thought I'd share this with you guys...
These next two were posted around the time of high tension of my presence on another site, which will remain anonymous.
Friday, March 18th, 2011 4:51 pm - Intolerance for Elitism
- Spoiler:
- I can't wrap my head around this. I used to come to this site years ago in hopes of playing a game and talking to those who shared my love for this game. Now it's become some sort of exclusive group where you get shunned for speaking another language. This is taken way too seriously, the focus as a site has drastically changed over the years. A site that was known to attract players looking for a great game is now a place where any one action can get you banned. This isn't some legal site, it's a gaming site. Since when does breaking a rule get referred to illegal?
Rhythm gaming is dying out. People who know about CEO's like Bobby Kotick will agree with me. GH was ceased because he didn't think it made enough money, and he shifted to money making games like CoD. This is an opportunity for an online revival of rhythm games, bringing whole new opportunities to those who are avid rhythm gamers. Making exclusive sites or banning foreigners is ridiculous. To think I might get banned for making a thread that speaks the truth. That is just sad, compared to how people behaved on this site years ago.
I could care less about how SMO looks if you want to accuse me. I'm in favor of bringing games like DDR and GH back in business, not making SMO the best site. We welcome people of all languages, and whether or not they are posting certain comments, we could care less. We ban spammers, and we don't tolerate lewd images. But if someone is swearing in German and no one complains, then it's not a problem.
People are taking their job too seriously. This is a rhythm gaming site, not a Konami Company. Ban me if you'd like, delete this thread, it doesn't bother me. I don't respect excluding people because they're English isn't exactly the most proper. I rather have a great game and user base than have a game that isn't friendly to new members. It's only a matter of time before the regulars become too old for gaming, and by then there will be one who'd want to join.
This thread is going on other forums, so delete it if you want.
Saturday, March 19th 3:58 am - What Rhythm Gaming Means, to Me
- Spoiler:
- I got asked this question.
"So what if rhythm gaming is dead?"
Here are my thoughts. Feel free to comment if you'd like and put what it means to you.
Rhythm gaming was introduced to me in the form of DDR at ten years old. Long story short, I've loved it ever since. Music is a huge part of my life. Without music, I'd be emotionless. I've played in a jazz band, learned music theory, and spent time listening to a wide variety of genres. I am an avid gamer as well, seeing it as a hobby and gateway to meeting all kinds of people. It's a social activity to me.
Rhythm gaming combines my love for music and my passion for meeting people. Especially in an online setting, I've met people that I'd never in a million years meet in my city. I've learned a lot, and I've had people who I've never met in real life have a huge impact on my life. This is significant to me, because years back I thought pen pals were the stupidest thing. And here I am cherishing some of my online connections over friendships I have in real life.
Through rhythm gaming, I've been exposed to music genres I've never heard of. I would say vocaloid is a great example. Not only did I open my mind to listening to vocaloid, but through that I've made new friends. I even got the courage to try my pad stepping skills, and to my surprise, my skills for stepping creative patterns blossomed.
Thanks to rhythm gaming, I was presented an opportunity to contribute to something I love. I can't emphasize enough how lucky I am to be an admin of a site based on one of my all time favorite games. I don't know how I went from new and completely confused player to a dedicated player and member. I honestly can say that I've never felt so useful in my life.
Because of rhythm gaming, I've kept fit. DDR led me to friends, and at its peak I supported it as the only healthy video game out there. The only game that wasn't meant to be played sitting down in front of a TV with a bag of chips in one hand and controller in the other. I always respected how DDR turned a music based game into something very fun. Even though I'm not against it, blood and violence isn't needed to create a great game.
I've also had some eye opening experiences in rhythm gaming. I thought meeting people who spoke other languages would be awkward. I underestimated the universal language of music. I can play with someone in japan and without having to understand them. Music doesn't need to be learned, it is something that everyone can naturally do. Everyone likes music, so everyone could find some interest, even if minimal, in rhythm gaming.
After seeing a Japanese person post in our Japan Relief thread, I realized that people do appreciate consideration. This person didn't know we had a Japanese forum, but the fact that we, SMO, showed our concern for our japanese community of players had meant something to him. Enough for this person to go out of his way to crudely use Google Translate to show his appreciation. A good deed isn't done to expect something back, it's done unconditionally. Not every decision made has to have a reward. It's called generosity and kindness.
I don't want to go to MMORPG's and slave my time away training one character. I'd much rather listen to great music, play a simple yet addictive game and meet and make new friends that can agree. That is why I would like to see rhythm gaming stay around. It's done a lot for me, and I hope that people younger than me can have the same chance to enjoy music in a fun way.
Sunday, August 21st 12:11 am - Why no Girl Wants a Perfect Guy
- Spoiler:
- Many people question why I firmly believe that
no girl wants a perfect guy.
So I thought I could explain a bit about it in short.
If an attractive girl wanted a perfect guy, she'd already have him. Most experienced girls learn to stray from the perfect ones, the inexperienced lovers have to learn on their own. Why is this?
If a guy is perfect, it would mean that the girl has to be perfect too, right? Though most guys are susceptible to noticing flaws than women are. Guys can think they find a perfect girl, but it seems to be in their nature (in general) to better themselves, to always improve on what you already have. What they find perfect now is nothing but an achievement to improve on. I could tell you right now 99.9% of guys that claim they've found the perfect girl could never really mean it.
But girls could never have a perfect guy, especially those looking for a fulfilling relationship. One essential part of a relationship is to grow and learn from each other, to help each other and to have equal importance. If a guy is perfect then there is no need for the girl to help him at all, right? He has what he needs, and he is what he hoped to be.
So then, what guys do girls really want? I suppose they want the guys who are a bit short of Mr.Right, because these guys have the most potential. It is this small amount of flaw that a girl looks for, something manageable. Over time in a relationship a girl may mold their guy through hardships and trials into their perfect guy, not a general perfection. It's this personalization of a relationship that makes that guy the perfect one, the one a girl has worked hard on to trust, love, and respect. Girls want to have a guy to build memories with, both good and bad.
To put it simple, a roller coaster isn't fun if it's only going straight. If it goes up, it has to come down sometimes. I could compare a relationship to that. You need it to be full of twists and turns to keep it interesting, and you only hope you get to the end with a smile on your face and no regrets.
Monday, August 22nd 5:39 pm - Saying Sorry (yup, just written recently on another forum)
- Spoiler:
- I've heard of this normal high school, full of teenage students with all types of personalities. It was full of cliques, and this place demonstrated the typical school environment. But there was a story I heard, one that made me realize how strong the word "sorry" can really be. There were four people involved, a bully, an outcast, a jock, and the one self conscious kid who couldn't define himself with any one clique.
One day the bully walked into class. He was notorious for being violent, and he never showed mercy. Many were afraid of him, and people saw him as cruel and unforgiving. But he stood before the class and said "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for hurting the people I've hurt." The class gasped, and the students' jaws dropped. Many people were shocked, none were expecting this amount of shame from the merciless bully.
The second day the quiet guy walked in. He was always to himself, no one ever befriended him. He always looked down, and he ate alone every day. Whenever the teacher called on him, he preferred to stay quiet and lose points in class than to talk. Because of this people had rarely heard him speak, even when bullied he refused to speak. He stood before the class and said "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for not trusting any of you and for being scared of judgment, and for making you all feel depressed." The classmates felt an overwhelming sense of sympathy, and many felt their hearts burst with sadness, flooding with hope and the urge to comfort him. No person could help but relieve him, and let him know it was perfectly fine.
The third day the popular jock walked in. He was always flowing with confidence and pride, and he was one of the most outgoing kids there. His carefree attitude was to be envied, and nothing could penetrate his mental and emotional stability. But he stood before the class, his head hung low, and said "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for being cocky and for ignoring the people who find me egotistic, I didn't mean to make others feel worse for not being accepted like I am." The kids in the room were speechless, it was significant that the carefree person now seemed ashamed, and many of the kids who envied him had new found respect for him.
But the fourth day the self conscious person walked in. He was very talkative, but he was never confident. He never hurt anyone, and he always talked to others, but people knew him as the person with low self esteem who tried his hardest to fit in. He stood before the class, and said "I'm sorry guys, I've always been in your way, and I know I should feel more confident like you tell me to be, I just don't think I'm cool or tough at all, even if you call me nice, I'm sorry for all of that." No one looked up. Some people found it a desperate cry for attention, and others said "No problem, it's ok, don't sweat it dude." People were used to him feeling for sorry for himself publicly, the word was to be said like his daily routine. No one took him seriously, and he felt horrible. No one seemed to realize how much he meant it, and how hard he wanted to try to be confident and change for the better.
It was that day he vowed to uphold confidence, and to teach others the power of it. He no longer felt sorry for anything out his control, and he seldom apologized after that. To this day when he apologizes he truly means it, he no longer uses it as a word, but as a true expression of his regret.
Tuesday August 23rd, 2011 8:11 pm - Quote Batch #1
I decided to post some quotes I've made before, varying from humor to deeper meanings.
- Spoiler:
- People
Opinionated people are just that. Full of opinions.
The difference between a two faced person and a compulsive liar is that one lies to you and the other lies to themselves.
When the word "what" is followed by "if," disregard everything that follows.
I can insult you to the bone, I can disgrace your family and I can curse in front of your 90 year old grandmother, but at the end of the day I will take a bullet for you and die, and none of that would have mattered.
No one can be right, you can only be less wrong than someone.
Being logical without having emotions is a fancy way to say you're depressed.
Romance
You're the world to me you know. 99% of humanity thought you were flat, but man were they wrong.
The more I flatter you the worse you feel. The more people insult you the more you accept it. So I'll flatter you until you feel horrible for accepting the insults.
You just told me you were looking for love. Then why do you stare at me?
Every beat your heart makes you are one step closer to finding love. Good thing your heart's beating pretty fast.
Friendship
Your mouth is opening and forming words, your vocal chords are vibrating to communicate, and yet all I can hear is a plea for attention. So I'm glad you have my full attention.
Any mutual friendship that ends will do so as quick as it began. If it doesn't, it was never mutual.
Miscellaneous
If God created the universe, I'd suppose he would be pansexual.
You can't spell hypocrite without an education.
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Re: Xero's Mirror Chats, a blurb and rant based mini blog
UM UM UM UM WHAT DO I DO I READ THEM ALL >.< -dies- UM UM UM UM
-is speechless-
for someone like you to catch Yuki's attention xD
I really love your post OTL but its 3 a.m. here right now -could not sleep and decided to write but then ended up having writers block, then i saw your name and i was liek I HOPE ITS SOMETHING INTRESTING O.O- and then i was just too into it xD so lol let me recuperate for a moment lol
RECUPERATION~
Msg to poster -lol poster wth-
lol ... i wrote to much for now i think i'll hold off till 'morning' -tehcnically i got distracted and lost intrest ( is a very hard person to entertain, i get bored easily )-
-is speechless-
for someone like you to catch Yuki's attention xD
I really love your post OTL but its 3 a.m. here right now -could not sleep and decided to write but then ended up having writers block, then i saw your name and i was liek I HOPE ITS SOMETHING INTRESTING O.O- and then i was just too into it xD so lol let me recuperate for a moment lol
RECUPERATION~
Msg to poster -lol poster wth-
- Spoiler:
This i encourage because everything in life is most understandable when you have the knowledge in psychology,----> and then you broke it down to love and sex xD -is 13 LOL- But i have a question, if you don't mind answering;ddrXero64 wrote:
Oh, and for those who don't know, please do not judge, but even as I go to college for business, I aspire to understand and maybe go into the field of psychology, of love and sex. Here ya go~
There are alot of branches to psychology and such, but why choose love and sex ?
Yes love is an emotion, a feeling, and it can be used as a tool and it is the most afflicted with in life; and sex- sex, an action, but dear me this action defined has many definitions, in this case, the most used definitions would be 'just an action' or and 'action of love', between the two there have been many arguments involved. -lol i think i may have answered my own question OTL-
- Spoiler:
- To me if you don't have a good balance in what you do in life ( course it doesn't have to be perfect because nothing in perfect ( but perfect is a different subject OTL lets stay on topic) there will be advantages and disadvantages. For example the thread you posted, the storyteller put himself in the position that lead to the death of an innocent animal because he was spending too much time concerning himself with the details of his computer screen leading him to exhaustion ( apply this to science and all the electrons connecting with your body from the computer is bad ); enjoying life too much by freelancing. Yes, you got your freedom walk, but you extinguished a life, I mean it's like good and evil, too much evil will lead to corruption, same thing with good, too much good will lead to corruption -.-; if you know what i mean. I mean there's no way out of the 'balance' situation, too much of either will cause severe consequences ( severe as in it may not matter to you or what you think -OR IF YOU DO LOL- but it will be serious to another person or animal -the hermit crab-)
- Spoiler:
- YES WE GOT GAMING GOING ON NIIIIIICE!
Now that's just plain discrimination right there or over-superiority thinking which is just not right D:<
All I have to say about this dumb pro-founding over superiority is that people now a days need to fix, people need to open up and appreciate the many different things/cultures/languages/etc out in the world, because everyone and everything is unique. If they can't then they just think of themselves which is a big problem because it all ends up to racism/discrimination if you just can't accept another person's individuality which i hate the most and I'm pretty sure we all do ( EXCEPT THE NOOBS WHO CAN'T ACCEPT OTHERS D:< ) I mean you need to consider other people's feelings, not many people who have English as their second language find it easy I mean English is the hardest language in the world because we've got 8 parts of speech dammit -.- I MEAN LIKE IF YOU WERE (insert nationality here) AND LIKE RECENTLY LEARNED ENGLISH WOULD YOU UNDERSTAND ' it's raining cats and dogs' OTL
-to be continued-
lol ... i wrote to much for now i think i'll hold off till 'morning' -tehcnically i got distracted and lost intrest ( is a very hard person to entertain, i get bored easily )-
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Re: Xero's Mirror Chats, a blurb and rant based mini blog
(Just added some more content to the original post)
aw, you really do like my blurbs I feel speshul
Well why psychology of love and sex?
Ok so I'm trying to make this short. I have a not so good childhood. *skips life story* because of that I have a really good appreciation for things in life.
But my appreciation is unnaturally high and different, it's not the appreciation of just food, watter, shelter, education, etc. I don't appreciate those things, I appreciate hugs, a compliment can make my entire day, just talking to someone outgoing and awesome on random public transportation etc.
I pursue happiness. I am also very emotionally driven, or as personality tests would refer to it love driven. My childhood has caused me to treat people like I was never treated. So I questioned myself one day, what's the best way to achieve pure happiness? It's impossible, but how close can I get?
Well many things can make us happy, but it has to be from feelings. And the one feeling that we are affected by most (with happiness) is love. I have an unnatural understanding for it, logic that most people don't seem to use.
And this logic is so down to the bone that I realize what is the best feeling your body can feel? Is there a feeling it couldn't handle? And I realized sex is part of that equation. See, there are three kinds of happiness since it relates to health. There is mental health, emotional health and physical health. Except for physical you'd say healthy, mental would be happy and emotional you would say caring and completely genuine.
I don't focus on sex in society, but more how we think about sex. Everyone in the world is innately perverted, so perversions is a part of that. What makes people afraid of sex, what makes others addicted, why do sexual preferences exist, what determines sexuality and sexual preferences, etc.
Now I don't know if you ever REALLY thought about it, since you're 13, but everyone in the world says it is the "best" feeling. Why? Well I don't think we can humanly feel more, or it would be lethal. When a person is in love in that way, their body warms up, you feel happy, your body does crap it never does, your entire mental state of mind is different. In that state of mind you are 100% happy, you feel the "best" feeling ever. If you could feel something even better your heart would race, your face would blush more your blood could even get too hot, you would get a heart attack.
So if I am apparently caring and genuine, all I would need is to be physically feeling good and healthy, and I would achieve true happiness from love, which is always an instant mental satisfaction.
I like to learn about how people accomplish this, and how I can show them how to deal with issues they think are possible, how to achieve true happiness and avoid judgment or fear, etc.
I hope that makes sense..
You do realize other than the Saying Sorry one all those are posts I've made personally on forums, they are all actually referring to my life? lol
aw, you really do like my blurbs I feel speshul
Well why psychology of love and sex?
Ok so I'm trying to make this short. I have a not so good childhood. *skips life story* because of that I have a really good appreciation for things in life.
But my appreciation is unnaturally high and different, it's not the appreciation of just food, watter, shelter, education, etc. I don't appreciate those things, I appreciate hugs, a compliment can make my entire day, just talking to someone outgoing and awesome on random public transportation etc.
I pursue happiness. I am also very emotionally driven, or as personality tests would refer to it love driven. My childhood has caused me to treat people like I was never treated. So I questioned myself one day, what's the best way to achieve pure happiness? It's impossible, but how close can I get?
Well many things can make us happy, but it has to be from feelings. And the one feeling that we are affected by most (with happiness) is love. I have an unnatural understanding for it, logic that most people don't seem to use.
And this logic is so down to the bone that I realize what is the best feeling your body can feel? Is there a feeling it couldn't handle? And I realized sex is part of that equation. See, there are three kinds of happiness since it relates to health. There is mental health, emotional health and physical health. Except for physical you'd say healthy, mental would be happy and emotional you would say caring and completely genuine.
I don't focus on sex in society, but more how we think about sex. Everyone in the world is innately perverted, so perversions is a part of that. What makes people afraid of sex, what makes others addicted, why do sexual preferences exist, what determines sexuality and sexual preferences, etc.
Now I don't know if you ever REALLY thought about it, since you're 13, but everyone in the world says it is the "best" feeling. Why? Well I don't think we can humanly feel more, or it would be lethal. When a person is in love in that way, their body warms up, you feel happy, your body does crap it never does, your entire mental state of mind is different. In that state of mind you are 100% happy, you feel the "best" feeling ever. If you could feel something even better your heart would race, your face would blush more your blood could even get too hot, you would get a heart attack.
So if I am apparently caring and genuine, all I would need is to be physically feeling good and healthy, and I would achieve true happiness from love, which is always an instant mental satisfaction.
I like to learn about how people accomplish this, and how I can show them how to deal with issues they think are possible, how to achieve true happiness and avoid judgment or fear, etc.
I hope that makes sense..
You do realize other than the Saying Sorry one all those are posts I've made personally on forums, they are all actually referring to my life? lol
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Re: Xero's Mirror Chats, a blurb and rant based mini blog
OTL YES don't worry I understand everything xD -apparently grew up in a ghetto and is the smartest one in my class about psychology- BUT LETS SKIP MY LIFE STORY LOOOOOL
I mean this could be a good argument -is into these kinds of things-
LOL WAIT WARNING i may be 13 but I'm like ( insert xero's age here ) UH UH UH WAIT I'M LOOKING FOR IT ... 19 ! okay so just think of me as a college student too ^^ -JUST BECAUSE I LOOK AND SOUND RANDOM I'M MORE MATURE THAN YOU THINK I AM D:<
I mean this could be a good argument -is into these kinds of things-
LOL WAIT WARNING i may be 13 but I'm like ( insert xero's age here ) UH UH UH WAIT I'M LOOKING FOR IT ... 19 ! okay so just think of me as a college student too ^^ -JUST BECAUSE I LOOK AND SOUND RANDOM I'M MORE MATURE THAN YOU THINK I AM D:<
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Re: Xero's Mirror Chats, a blurb and rant based mini blog
First off, do you feel cornered? I never questioned your maturity. I actually have online friends from Canada, both happen to be good friends of mine but they're in relationship! xD And they are 14 years old, and some if not most of the college students can't even match half their maturity. So don't feel judged, at all.
Second off, I love debates/arguments, especially when neither side can technically be right. It's called having a conversation and stating your opinion. And I love to get to know people.
YOU GREW UP IN THE GHETTO AND CAME OUT SMART TOO?
*epic high five*
Second off, I love debates/arguments, especially when neither side can technically be right. It's called having a conversation and stating your opinion. And I love to get to know people.
YOU GREW UP IN THE GHETTO AND CAME OUT SMART TOO?
*epic high five*
Re: Xero's Mirror Chats, a blurb and rant based mini blog
DEFINE CORNERED O.O -jumps everywhere- no i dun think so 8D but OTL i feel extremely annoyed when people say your too young for this or that
OHBLAH -is so distracted because so much stuff to do- LOL lets save this for school time cuz i'm more focused on individual things then -is so busy OTL-
OHBLAH -is so distracted because so much stuff to do- LOL lets save this for school time cuz i'm more focused on individual things then -is so busy OTL-
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Re: Xero's Mirror Chats, a blurb and rant based mini blog
Now she changes the subject
I never ever judge based on age. There are 12 year old girls in Africa taking care of their younger brothers and sisters, and there are 22 year old drop outs living with their mom in America. So don't ever think I judge you on age, especially on the internet, where age is commonly lied about. I take you for your words and actions. You start out at 0 with me, and you can either hit 10 or -10. That can change over time too, people change, I never hold you for something you did 2 years ago. But yea, don't go into the negatives
I never ever judge based on age. There are 12 year old girls in Africa taking care of their younger brothers and sisters, and there are 22 year old drop outs living with their mom in America. So don't ever think I judge you on age, especially on the internet, where age is commonly lied about. I take you for your words and actions. You start out at 0 with me, and you can either hit 10 or -10. That can change over time too, people change, I never hold you for something you did 2 years ago. But yea, don't go into the negatives
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-DIES- YEAH I TEND TO CHANGE THE SUBJECT WHEN I GET LIKE 0.0000000001% BORED -dies- OR DISTRACTED //.shot barrage OTL BACK ON SUBJECT -is lost- .... -scrolls up and reads everything all over agian-
I'm not a really negative person btw o.o;; I only act negative when something is life changing 8D -which is happening right now OTL-
OHBLAH WAIT
FACT: Every writer always writes something/story/ or whatever it maybe in a story format, there will always be a part where the writer expresses his/her life into the papers/net/blog/ WHATEVER IT IS -dies- so lol yes i did in fact know already that the 'Sorry' story was part of your life o.o;
When you said 'Monday, August 22nd 5:39 pm - Saying Sorry (yup, just written recently on another forum)' i think you would've told the readers who wrote it, but you didn't, so i figured you wrote it or just giving the writer privacy ( but i don't see much reason in that because it was a mini story yes ? so if you didn't write the person's name, then you'd be taking the credit of writing the blog. BESIDES UR 19 i don't expect to go back and be like 'OH MY BAD THE REAL WRITER WAS ( insert name here )' Which i think you would've already done
OTL IM GETTING OFF TOPIC AGAIN -dies-
BACK ON TOPIC
ER ER ER ER RYTHEM GAMING O.O
YES I LOVE DDR -highfives-
TOPIC : "So what if rhythm gaming is dead?" ( this is to keep me on topic OTL) -flails- RHYTHM GAMING LIVES EVEN IF NO ONE PLAYS IT ANYMORE IT WILL ALWAYS LIVE IN MY HEART DD:<<<< LOL
UH UH UH QUESTION! Define Dead 8D ... ( i mean what kind of dead LIEK I KNOW WHAT DEAD MEANS D:< )
DDR/Rhythm Games = Music, Dance, and Passion. These Are the three things that in my opinion, will come out of Rhythm gaming. RHYTHM GAMING IS NOT JUST DANCING AND EXERCISING ITS THE HEART ( Im such a corny person -.-;
I mean people love to dance, yes because you can keep fit, but simply because the music moves you, it moves you deeply, because you love the beat, the rhythm, the style, EVERYTHING ABOUT IT ! I mean who does not love music -.- ... TELL ME -rage-
Then there's the movement, dancing. Dancing lets you express yourself in these kinds of games ( lol and if there's singing involved, that too xD ), there's always going to be a beat and rhythm within you, it's your heart i'm talking about LITERALLY D:< So just let it out OTL just move/dance/sing/WHATEVER YOU DO ( nothing bad i hope o.o; ); to the music.
Cuz music is life, we're living it right now, your heart's the Beat and your voice is the Melody.
UH UH UH UH UH
PREFECTION O.O
OHBLAH ... TO BE CONTINUED OTL -lost my train of thought again- xD sorry ...
IT CANNOT BE HELPED //.shot
I'm not a really negative person btw o.o;; I only act negative when something is life changing 8D -which is happening right now OTL-
OHBLAH WAIT
FACT: Every writer always writes something/story/ or whatever it maybe in a story format, there will always be a part where the writer expresses his/her life into the papers/net/blog/ WHATEVER IT IS -dies- so lol yes i did in fact know already that the 'Sorry' story was part of your life o.o;
When you said 'Monday, August 22nd 5:39 pm - Saying Sorry (yup, just written recently on another forum)' i think you would've told the readers who wrote it, but you didn't, so i figured you wrote it or just giving the writer privacy ( but i don't see much reason in that because it was a mini story yes ? so if you didn't write the person's name, then you'd be taking the credit of writing the blog. BESIDES UR 19 i don't expect to go back and be like 'OH MY BAD THE REAL WRITER WAS ( insert name here )' Which i think you would've already done
OTL IM GETTING OFF TOPIC AGAIN -dies-
BACK ON TOPIC
ER ER ER ER RYTHEM GAMING O.O
YES I LOVE DDR -highfives-
TOPIC : "So what if rhythm gaming is dead?" ( this is to keep me on topic OTL) -flails- RHYTHM GAMING LIVES EVEN IF NO ONE PLAYS IT ANYMORE IT WILL ALWAYS LIVE IN MY HEART DD:<<<< LOL
UH UH UH QUESTION! Define Dead 8D ... ( i mean what kind of dead LIEK I KNOW WHAT DEAD MEANS D:< )
DDR/Rhythm Games = Music, Dance, and Passion. These Are the three things that in my opinion, will come out of Rhythm gaming. RHYTHM GAMING IS NOT JUST DANCING AND EXERCISING ITS THE HEART ( Im such a corny person -.-;
I mean people love to dance, yes because you can keep fit, but simply because the music moves you, it moves you deeply, because you love the beat, the rhythm, the style, EVERYTHING ABOUT IT ! I mean who does not love music -.- ... TELL ME -rage-
Then there's the movement, dancing. Dancing lets you express yourself in these kinds of games ( lol and if there's singing involved, that too xD ), there's always going to be a beat and rhythm within you, it's your heart i'm talking about LITERALLY D:< So just let it out OTL just move/dance/sing/WHATEVER YOU DO ( nothing bad i hope o.o; ); to the music.
Cuz music is life, we're living it right now, your heart's the Beat and your voice is the Melody.
UH UH UH UH UH
PREFECTION O.O
OHBLAH ... TO BE CONTINUED OTL -lost my train of thought again- xD sorry ...
IT CANNOT BE HELPED //.shot
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I notice you were only able to comment on the non love related blurbs I made. It's ok, I don't blame you, I would be shy too.
*pokes*
*pokes*
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o.o' NONONO THE LOVE THING, I WOULD COMMENT ON BUT ITS BECAUSE THE RHYTHM GAMING CAME FIRST O.O -goes in order-
xD if i skipped a post i would feel like I didn't like it ( but i loved all of your posts ._.) SO OTL bear with me
-even though I'm thirteen I've in fact fallen in love but the idiot broke up with me and I'm still having heartaches...- SO WE'LL GET THERE SOON ! ( but it's child love so I myself don't know if its love cause I'm going through way too much everyday -dies- ) xD ...
BACK ON TOPIC -dies- Don't worry, but I'm the outgoing noob in the story you wrote ( wait so should i worry bout that D: ) and I'm barely embarrassed about something xD -will get there soon- I think the perfect thing is next OTL LOL let me find the time to write about the next post xD
P.S. I'm serious I'm going to write a love post OTL-WTH IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN ? //.shot-
xD if i skipped a post i would feel like I didn't like it ( but i loved all of your posts ._.) SO OTL bear with me
BACK ON TOPIC -dies- Don't worry, but I'm the outgoing noob in the story you wrote ( wait so should i worry bout that D: ) and I'm barely embarrassed about something xD -will get there soon- I think the perfect thing is next OTL LOL let me find the time to write about the next post xD
P.S. I'm serious I'm going to write a love post OTL
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Btw you never did create that post you promised.
Apologies for being away, I just got my life back last week. See I fell 40 feet and fractured two heels and my lower back (today is tuesday right? then today marks 3 weeks since that happened), and was still forced to sleep on the streets 3 days later. I was nearing death, but I stripped myself of all emotions and just focused. Starved a couple of days too.
You could say I'm lying, or I'm exaggerating and making myself look like the victim, but neither are true and I don't need your confirmation to be happy I'm alive. But yea, my mother did this to me, and even though I argued with the hospital they convinced me to go back after my injuries weren't getting better a week later. I went back there, lasted 10 minutes and on my way out told her I love her to death and I'd take a bullet for my family, whether or not they wanted to accept it. She still calls me selfish and told me I hate my little brother. I empathize with her for the bitter attitude at life.
I walked to the hospital that night on crutches for 2 hours, between 11 pm and 1 am. And they kicked me out 3 hours later, and when I told them I wouldn't make it back they told me to walk. And when I pleaded to them I'd eventually pass out and fall from my crutches they told me they'd take care of me then.
But I rant too much. Anyway, I was dealing with life issues, was homeless disabled and in a debt caused by my mother. I accepted an inevitable death and then got lucky, I'm living somewhere rent free now and on my way to getting another job, which of course is a mission in this city. Five job searching sites, none could come up with a plain entry level position for anywhere in my city.
This stage of my life will be tough too. I can't see if I'll make if I don't start on it now though~
Apologies for being away, I just got my life back last week. See I fell 40 feet and fractured two heels and my lower back (today is tuesday right? then today marks 3 weeks since that happened), and was still forced to sleep on the streets 3 days later. I was nearing death, but I stripped myself of all emotions and just focused. Starved a couple of days too.
You could say I'm lying, or I'm exaggerating and making myself look like the victim, but neither are true and I don't need your confirmation to be happy I'm alive. But yea, my mother did this to me, and even though I argued with the hospital they convinced me to go back after my injuries weren't getting better a week later. I went back there, lasted 10 minutes and on my way out told her I love her to death and I'd take a bullet for my family, whether or not they wanted to accept it. She still calls me selfish and told me I hate my little brother. I empathize with her for the bitter attitude at life.
I walked to the hospital that night on crutches for 2 hours, between 11 pm and 1 am. And they kicked me out 3 hours later, and when I told them I wouldn't make it back they told me to walk. And when I pleaded to them I'd eventually pass out and fall from my crutches they told me they'd take care of me then.
But I rant too much. Anyway, I was dealing with life issues, was homeless disabled and in a debt caused by my mother. I accepted an inevitable death and then got lucky, I'm living somewhere rent free now and on my way to getting another job, which of course is a mission in this city. Five job searching sites, none could come up with a plain entry level position for anywhere in my city.
This stage of my life will be tough too. I can't see if I'll make if I don't start on it now though~
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I have two more blurbs or w/e that I wrote. One of them I did a little differently, making a video to organize my thoughts rather than use words! *high fives technology*
The other is another simple post directed at religion.
Sunday, August 28th 2011 05:22 AM - Video Blurb
Saturday, September 17th 2011 03:42 PM - Religious Tolerance
The other is another simple post directed at religion.
Sunday, August 28th 2011 05:22 AM - Video Blurb
Saturday, September 17th 2011 03:42 PM - Religious Tolerance
- Spoiler:
- I reflected a lot today about religion. I don't want to post my own religious perspectives, but I want you think about something.
Let's pretend for a second that God (or the multiple, if you're polytheistic. For the sake of this let's say there is one cell phone to reach the entire entity we call the higher power) had a cell phone. Now imagine that you could pick up any cell phone and dial one phone number, and you could directly call and talk to God. You would imagine that some people would prefer some cell phones over others right? Some people may use Cell Phone A because it has more national coverage to heaven, and some people may use Cell Phone B because it gets better signal in unholy places. Some people may even use Cell Phone C because you can listen to the Bee Gees while you're on hold. Whatever the case, there would be all kinds of cell phones to call God. Over time companies would be founded, others would fall, and some would even merge. New cell phones would come out, and features would be added on every year. Some cell phones deals would be part of the latest gossip, and companies would air new commercials during the jaw dropping episode of your new favorite reality series that came out last month.
But at the end of the day, each cell phone would do its job, and people would get to talk to God.
The next time you don't exactly agree with someone's religion, keep an open mind. Just because someone can't afford an iPhone 4 doesn't mean they aren't allowed to talk to God on their TracFone. You might find their phone unappealing and dorky. But your conversation isn't anymore important than theirs.
-Xero
Remember, you don't need to convert someone to be their best friend. Your religious beliefs should not define you, it should merely be one of many extensions to describe your complex personality.
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Omg this computer and it's internet fails OTL -is at school- NOT REPLYING IN LIE A MONTH OR TWO DOES NOT MEAN THAT I WON'T SEND IN THAT POST D:< I SIMPLY DO NOT HAVE TIME ( or as i am grounded 8D ) TO ANSWER SO ERM ERM ERM ERM ERM GIMME SUM MORE TIME PLEASE D:< //.shot -dies-
LOVE THE VIDEO AND ERM ERM POST BTW... I TAKE THAT BACK, LET ME ANSWER THE PREVIOUS POSTS FIRST D:<
P.S. i've been meaning to send this post for liek 2 weeks -.-; but everytime i touch the mouse it happens to wanna screw with me and refreshes the page so um yeah ... gimme some time OTL -dies-
LOVE THE VIDEO AND ERM ERM POST BTW... I TAKE THAT BACK, LET ME ANSWER THE PREVIOUS POSTS FIRST D:<
P.S. i've been meaning to send this post for liek 2 weeks -.-; but everytime i touch the mouse it happens to wanna screw with me and refreshes the page so um yeah ... gimme some time OTL -dies-
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LE WHAT IS ZISH ? D:<<<<<<<< -child rage- lolddrXero64 wrote:Btw you never did create that post you promised.
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-YES OKAY I HAVE TIME LOL-
POST 4
In my opinion, yes that would be the point of view in a theoretical/logical way about a relationship. But minus all the words of describing perfection and such and the relationship, when someone's in love ( liek seriously, after 3rd guessing yourself about it for hours and hours ), the person they've fallen in love with is already perfect.
DO YOU GET WHERE I'M GOING LOL ? I sound cheesey... I mean like, when being in love, perfection isn't really what it's about; like personalities or looks or money etc. It's what they see in a person, and if its their stubborness or stupidity that makes em look cute then so be it ):<
When your trying to get the person to like you back, YOU SHOW OFF !!! That's always the option lol, you show em how much you care, love, and admire the person you love. If that person doesn't accept you for who you are, you can decide to wait for that person forever if you can't live without that person LOL, or you can decide whether or not to give up ):<
I'm against the option of giving up lol.
...
-for a moment-
OH GOSH WAIT we're talking about sexes in general -dies- well this is out of my field xD
OKAY WELL -rereads it again-
When your talking in sexes like a guy and a girl I can't really say anything about that xD ... It sounds a bit mean just to be talking about what guys and girls want etc ( and don't u dare think I'm being a child D:< I just don't want to talk about love --> fullfilling relationships / boyfriend girlfriend / lolz this way )
I'm sorry I guess 'll have to pass -half an answer LOL-
-ReEdit-
WOAW I'M ON THE SECOND PAGE AND I'M FIRST !!! I'm so cool like that -wth lol-
POST 4
Well i totally agree with this, but about this perfection idea ...To put it simple, a roller coaster isn't fun if it's only going straight. If it goes up, it has to come down sometimes. I could compare a relationship to that. You need it to be full of twists and turns to keep it interesting, and you only hope you get to the end with a smile on your face and no regrets.
In my opinion, yes that would be the point of view in a theoretical/logical way about a relationship. But minus all the words of describing perfection and such and the relationship, when someone's in love ( liek seriously, after 3rd guessing yourself about it for hours and hours ), the person they've fallen in love with is already perfect.
DO YOU GET WHERE I'M GOING LOL ? I sound cheesey... I mean like, when being in love, perfection isn't really what it's about; like personalities or looks or money etc. It's what they see in a person, and if its their stubborness or stupidity that makes em look cute then so be it ):<
When your trying to get the person to like you back, YOU SHOW OFF !!! That's always the option lol, you show em how much you care, love, and admire the person you love. If that person doesn't accept you for who you are, you can decide to wait for that person forever if you can't live without that person LOL, or you can decide whether or not to give up ):<
I'm against the option of giving up lol.
...
-for a moment-
OH GOSH WAIT we're talking about sexes in general -dies- well this is out of my field xD
OKAY WELL -rereads it again-
When your talking in sexes like a guy and a girl I can't really say anything about that xD ... It sounds a bit mean just to be talking about what guys and girls want etc ( and don't u dare think I'm being a child D:< I just don't want to talk about love --> fullfilling relationships / boyfriend girlfriend / lolz this way )
I'm sorry I guess 'll have to pass -half an answer LOL-
-ReEdit-
WOAW I'M ON THE SECOND PAGE AND I'M FIRST !!! I'm so cool like that -wth lol-
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You're so adorable when you try to sound logical about love
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Okay.
Let's put it this way.
Your partners like a movie.
If your always happy and the story line is basically a giant happy ending cinderella story, its boring. TBH someone would think of it like this:
E.G. I WANT ACTION, SOME DRAMA, like an action-chick-flick.
See if someone's perfect, that's exactly whats gunna happen, but do we really want that to happen ? Don't we want something unexpected, like a change of story. like what?
YEAH THAT'S RIGHT A CHICK FLICK WITH 10 TIMES THE DRAMA YOU THOUGHT WOULD BE HAPPENING.
Those Korean drama chick flicks; one moments its all like, OMG YOUR MY BEST FRIEND, then there's some misunderstanding conception, and here comes the real drama. Correct?
But instead of expecting this and that to happen, you don't want that, unless you do, in your case, what are you GOD ? Mb Sherlock -bricked-
OKAY but the point is that if someone's perfect, that person's boring. We don't want the expected, we want the nerve-wrecking unexpected that is ridiculously a perplexing big turn on in my point of view (god I'm such a child)...
NEVERTHELESS, someone WOULD want an imperfect person but is the perfect person at the same time because wanting a perfect person is the imperfection of your perception.
Did that make sense ? Prolly not cuz I dun understand half of it.
Let's put it this way.
Your partners like a movie.
If your always happy and the story line is basically a giant happy ending cinderella story, its boring. TBH someone would think of it like this:
E.G. I WANT ACTION, SOME DRAMA, like an action-chick-flick.
See if someone's perfect, that's exactly whats gunna happen, but do we really want that to happen ? Don't we want something unexpected, like a change of story. like what?
YEAH THAT'S RIGHT A CHICK FLICK WITH 10 TIMES THE DRAMA YOU THOUGHT WOULD BE HAPPENING.
Those Korean drama chick flicks; one moments its all like, OMG YOUR MY BEST FRIEND, then there's some misunderstanding conception, and here comes the real drama. Correct?
But instead of expecting this and that to happen, you don't want that, unless you do, in your case, what are you GOD ? Mb Sherlock -bricked-
OKAY but the point is that if someone's perfect, that person's boring. We don't want the expected, we want the nerve-wrecking unexpected that is ridiculously a perplexing big turn on in my point of view (god I'm such a child)...
NEVERTHELESS, someone WOULD want an imperfect person but is the perfect person at the same time because wanting a perfect person is the imperfection of your perception.
Did that make sense ? Prolly not cuz I dun understand half of it.
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Well I meant to say that that is why people enjoy relationships, it's a constant molding process, constantly learning from each other and striving to better yourselves. That's why you'll see couples in their 50's and 60's have really good relationships (for the most part, or in general) versus young couples. You'll never reach perfect, but you'll always be working towards it. So guys who are a bit imperfect but that have potential to be near it are suitable. You won't go out with a guy you feel like you have NO future with of being happy, but guys you can see yourselves enjoying life with are the near perfect ones, working towards a better and fulfilling relationship.
Hope that makes sense, it's like 5 am I'm a little tired.
Hope that makes sense, it's like 5 am I'm a little tired.
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man its been like 3 months. what were we talking bout bro? i miss these discussions.
hmmm that sorry post, what was it 5th?
the saying sorry post?
To me i don't really think sorry is necessary, it's more like, after you've done the mistake, damage is done, but now these words come in to help to show the 'hurt' people that the people/person doing the damage feels remorseful and at fault. then comes in the strolling of. Yeah i forgive you, let's (insert whatever here) TBH i think that you shouldn't do the wrong thing in the first place but we're humans and it's our nature to do bad things (apparently). So this 'Sorry' IMO a way of just learning from our mistakes and a prevention of the negative rebound of things of what we did wrong (wait my grammar just died there, i hope you know what i mean lol, I'm a bit -cough-exhausted-cough- lol).
Mmmm when is a sorry every really true these days huh ? That i wonder, whenever i say sorry, half the time its not even truthfully meant as a 'sorry' that's why i usually don't say it these days, because i don't mean it. TBH i think people these days take advantage of 'sorry' cause they think it makes everything all better. Now, i'd rather just do a whole lot of things to make up for what I've done rather than saying sorry. Like that paragraph/part at the end, saying how that guy teaches other confidence and how to use it (i think, lol memory so bad right now).
Mmm I think these days people need to be more truthful in things and express themselves, now its just lies. Lies are mostly the cause for these 'sorries' to appear. It's like a cycle, i lie, i say sorry, i'm forgiven, i lie again, i say sorry, i'm forgiven again. But it also really depends on the person forgiving you. They're just might be heavier consequences each time you lie etc. Mmm that's just it, why can't we be truthful anymore? Why do we KEEP lying? If we were more truthful would their still be a use for this 'sorry'? What really is a 'sorry' these days?
Mmm I still promise to continue this post/chat/thing/blurb with you if that's alright, just wondering if your still here.
And yeah i'd like to say sorry about the incident we had and all that, but i figured these 3 months were enough time for us to forget about the quarrel and move on and stuff. wait wut. idk anymore xD. i'd just like to keep talking bro. I'm hoping we're still chitty chatty buddys are we ?
Will wait for your reply, in the meantime if i do reply before you, i'll continue this talk on your posts~
hmmm that sorry post, what was it 5th?
the saying sorry post?
To me i don't really think sorry is necessary, it's more like, after you've done the mistake, damage is done, but now these words come in to help to show the 'hurt' people that the people/person doing the damage feels remorseful and at fault. then comes in the strolling of. Yeah i forgive you, let's (insert whatever here) TBH i think that you shouldn't do the wrong thing in the first place but we're humans and it's our nature to do bad things (apparently). So this 'Sorry' IMO a way of just learning from our mistakes and a prevention of the negative rebound of things of what we did wrong (wait my grammar just died there, i hope you know what i mean lol, I'm a bit -cough-exhausted-cough- lol).
Mmmm when is a sorry every really true these days huh ? That i wonder, whenever i say sorry, half the time its not even truthfully meant as a 'sorry' that's why i usually don't say it these days, because i don't mean it. TBH i think people these days take advantage of 'sorry' cause they think it makes everything all better. Now, i'd rather just do a whole lot of things to make up for what I've done rather than saying sorry. Like that paragraph/part at the end, saying how that guy teaches other confidence and how to use it (i think, lol memory so bad right now).
Mmm I think these days people need to be more truthful in things and express themselves, now its just lies. Lies are mostly the cause for these 'sorries' to appear. It's like a cycle, i lie, i say sorry, i'm forgiven, i lie again, i say sorry, i'm forgiven again. But it also really depends on the person forgiving you. They're just might be heavier consequences each time you lie etc. Mmm that's just it, why can't we be truthful anymore? Why do we KEEP lying? If we were more truthful would their still be a use for this 'sorry'? What really is a 'sorry' these days?
Mmm I still promise to continue this post/chat/thing/blurb with you if that's alright, just wondering if your still here.
And yeah i'd like to say sorry about the incident we had and all that, but i figured these 3 months were enough time for us to forget about the quarrel and move on and stuff. wait wut. idk anymore xD. i'd just like to keep talking bro. I'm hoping we're still chitty chatty buddys are we ?
Will wait for your reply, in the meantime if i do reply before you, i'll continue this talk on your posts~
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ah, well we shall reset this conversation and start over then. I'm so lost on what we were talking about, we can just start anew.
I'm Xero, and I really like stripes. sup?
I'm Xero, and I really like stripes. sup?
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hmmmm i like unicorns and i can't sleep as usual
yoh man. this insomnia. hmmm, how would you deal with it?
yoh man. this insomnia. hmmm, how would you deal with it?
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MAN. YOU GREAT HELPPU MAN. //shakes
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